AN'
kneading my forehead with my othe
aunched into a lecture I had heard so many times
would have been easier if the lady h
olic." I emphasized for the umpteenth time tha
ore I could defend myself, her
an honest profession. You should
flushed
't even sa
dn't e
hamed, even thoug
sighed, "Susan, you're a talent, I know that for sure. But I'm so
ly, as she dro
soon as she heard my voice, like the other
inked back tears. With my rent due,
ream at me. The letters from the banks to pay up one loan or the other, seem
threatening to fall, slo
d as I wiped th
rated that my
*
SHB
rol of my life was two years
e was
perfect as i
rating on my shows in my company. People recognized me on the street, as
iving t
that I hadn't anticipated. I had friends and connect
Josh Stuart, one of Sky Net
best anchors, he was among t
ke interest in me. It was all too surreal.
yes, ob
who wo
l's dreams, and I was just
too good to be true.
ng on the high of it all, with a wedding to plan on my
ternoon, when my worl
ith little time to go get it myself and prepare, I asked an intern to get m
icano, n
ll I remem
ing
Susan?
person. I shook my head, trying to come back to my senses, and realize
re up." He seemed g
, "Yeah,
e makeup crew touched my face a bit, and
ands. Few seconds to time for my broadcast, I took a deep breath to steady
as goi
I ti
five seconds until cue time. I stared direct
d c
ky News at Noon. My name is Susan Carter with
ch slurred?" I h
look a bit unstead
ected at me through the microphone in my ear, be
ree as my words began to sound like gibberish, "This
oing?! YOU'RE LIVE!" I heard so
I took out the microphone from
felt so hot
as doing this. I only found out
hy is it so hot
t seem to work, so I began taking off my shirt. I was left in just my bra and pant trousers.
ightheaded fee
plicable urge
d my stomach
red in my
ng that had ever happened to me
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had done, I couldn't explain the si
news team Laurel queried, "How could you drink on t
w this happened. You've known me for fiv
nt, "Did you get the breathalyzer?" Her
stun
rel. Don't yo
take any alcohol, you wouldn't mind if I tested you
explain why I had behaved the way I did, I was pretty sure that it had noth
handle it, why would
owned at
k, she had seen the result a
!" I said with a
rel started, "I didn't ex
emed p
t, w
teous smirk immediat
h more force than I intended. It r
ken?" I asked to n
g me, with her arms
ere seems to
embarrass yourself further. Effective immediately, you are fired from Sky Networks. Good
t I still had Josh at least. He was away from the company for outside
o pour in. Family and friends seemed concerned, oth
as a
evening, Jo
d be busy." I sighed, relieved to hear from him. "I am su
e help you. Y
ow I can't handle drinking. I
peaking," He sai
se I had never heard him sp
ff... took off y-your clothes- on air like some sl
d it was until he sp
ugh me more than any blade would have, "I
op the fat tears that rolled down my cheeks. His word
by,
t to call me that! You
idn't mean to..." My throat closed as I tried
you humiliated me by showing your boobs to the world." He let out a strained breath, "I've been
ne! Got t
ed to a million pieces. I stared at my reflection on the darkened scree