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from the tap fell into the sink, its d
tingling sensation still buzzed within her skin, her ears were
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ll to handle? Would she always feel this sensatio
he cou
ff just to be rid of that buzzing. She would rip
life has slipped past Calista's fingers today. She could do nothing but watch as the girl's heart
and begging them to tell her it was a l
ell her just so she could sto
ause if she was cruel, then she wouldn't feel like this. She wouldn't feel like she was f
she knew, it wasn't her fault if they died. She s
turned glassy, then a tear
amn
didn't want to feel. Goddamn it, she didn't want to feel. Becau
lessing and that was her curse. When she was happy, s
r eyes in the mirror turning red. She closed her eyes b
coul
he sobs that wanted to burst
ince her heart, her head. Her voice was hoarse, broken. And the
her and the fog behind h
't her
*
knew he would leave her alone. And truly, he did. She hasn't seen him since that day. She di
uldn't, because she being close to him meant she would be close to h
er legs sudde
cream. In the silence that followed
e would curl up in her bed then s
roze on h
terribly, te
n't be this quiet. Calista has walked this road countless time
ed around her ribs, the hair at th
g was defini
to run when a sharp sound cu
hough the evening air was cool. She wasn't even breathing. She was.. She was having a panic attack. But unlike the ot
llowed. Calista flinched, finally snapping out of he
oo
with it. It was on her hands, everywhere. A strangled sob bur
ded rough and it sounded like she was
d, her entire body feeling like e
eam
re
eam
blin
Her siblings, their tiny hands clawing at the men ho
g for her family but str
them, trying to get to her famil
as going to watch. She couldn't.
ut the hands around
lis
acting like a woman possessed. She had to
, snap o
reamed back.
a, it's
axon?
into focus. She looked down at her gown and there... there was
t she just kept relapsing. Her stupid therapist had told her she needed
she was for giving her fal
ealized that there were hands around her and her back was pressed agains
he released her, and Jaxo
d her eyes landed on blac
unded hoarse like she
gh
e
re," Jaxon said softly, b
were lost as anoth