YN'S

death,

eath: hear

th the next of the keen names,

d in my chest, reality dawning on me, my entire world crashi

could have a happy life of my own with Edward. If I had chosen not to be selfish, if I ha

om my ears, and the only thing I could hear, with a heightened sense, was the loud rai

ard led me on; it was

me?" the doctor had asked, calling out to me,

reet lights were on, the shops still opened,

's c

wrong wi

to be in

really

call th

bloody say, their opinions about me-and I heard it all. Chill r

treaked off my cheeks continuously while I pushed open t

ed my feet slowly towards the table p

t to be louder cries. I cried out my heart. It was a wedding for Ed

o send me some so

hat lay fallow on the table, and tucked it bene

im my descriptions. My cries ceased and turned into sarcastic pain

run into a truck, seeing how careless he had been stari

ot, it could eat me up for all I cared. I was never both

tonight either way, but first... I needed to take Edward with me; I was nothin

d pain coursed through my vein

ugh, people partying, half looking up

open with people sprawled around, the lights were dimmed, and the mus

is entrance. Slowly, I pulled out the knife from my s

who was having sex; they both seemed to be to

vague image of Edward rumbling over the stairs flashed through my eyes.T

...

on't want to be

ath wasn't enough; I nee

t of the room. Tears coded into my eyes while I bumped i

asked, and I nodded, but m

omeone might see this." She asserted herse

e way; let's get y

*

become a well known rut

in, and my fist typing aggressively. At the keyboards, a grin cr

chair, a triumphan

n's life has been ruined, right?" She asked

n hour the press would be buzzing about the minister's son. And his filthy, co

mail." She responded before handing

both erupted into laughter; however, my happiness was short-lived as

al of 34 mail letters from Sebastian over the years. I had no intent

closer to my system, my eyes

fe I ought to ruin next... I s