Beautiful chaos

Waking to the sound of my alarm clock ringing endlessly.the morning sun rays filter through the curtains. My older sister sister Beth rolls and whispers "shut the fucking alarm clock already. Unwrapping myself from the floral patterned blanket Mrs Peterson our kind neighbour had gifted us. I instantly knew what what day it is. I have been waiting for this day for so long. Today is the day I return to Oakley prep high. Oakley prep elites better get ready cause I will have my revenge.

Tying my hair in a bun, leaving a kiss on both lily and Beth. Slipping out of my bed making my way to the window sill staring at the radiant morning sun. New York City stretches far. Changing for my morning run I quietly grab my headphones slip it on. Unstoppable by six plays loudly in my ears and I love it. Heading out from our shitty apartment the morning breeze is quite soothing. As I take off running through the streets. All the pent up emotions all star to come back. Those awful memories all come back I remember it like it was just yesterday.

Months earlier

What's the to know about me Tierra Shawn. Am just a goofy Normal average teenage girl. Well My older brother Leo is in jail.while my older sister Beth is a stripper at a fancy club. Lily is my younger sister she is dumb. There's Shawn one of the best ballet dancers or so they said. So where did it all go wrong?. With the help of a kind sir and my incredible ballet talent paved way for a scholarship grant to Oakley prep high one of the most prestigious highschool in the country. The plan was to be invincible but every thing burnt to shits when Israel came in to my life

Israel mendes the incredibly hot popular bad boy of Oakley prep high. Our relationship was beautiful.

The elites of Oakley prep never truly liked they all pretended like the bunch of back stabbing snakes they truly are. To top it all of Aurelia my best friend betrayed me too. Was I that blind to not see the envy in her eyes. She ruined my relationship with Israel.

The elites will pay for all their sins. They will pay dearly.

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Bad habits by end Sheeran plays on the radio

Beth is busy making porridge for breakfast. That's smells delicious. Beth smiles. Wash your hands and sit down. It's gonna be ready in a second. I do as I told lily sits quietly in a chair painting,She looks so peaceful. Hi lily she glances up at me and smiles. I think we have a mini Picasso jokes Beth serving breakfast. I think we do I laugh. Stroking her hair she smiles and continues painting.

When is her check up again?

Well when we have the money, we are already low on cash. Am gonna work extra time at the convenience store then. Beth nods don't stress yourself out tee.

" yes mom I reply a smile tugging at the corner of my lips.

Am visiting Leo today. Beth's settles down beside me. Am visiting him after school. He would love for you to come visit him. Leo litarally had been on about some NGO that is working on some petitions even bringing on some famous celebrities who are out spoken about prison reform. They at making appeals to the president to grant amnesty for some prisoners

That's good news! I just don't want him getting his hopes up tee. His really hanging on the possibility of one day being free. And he will be trust me Beth

How can you have crazy faith after all the shit that you ve been through. I chuckle a bit. Yunno tee you don't have to go back to that school. They ain't worth It. I don't want you to get hurt again.

My whole is one big mess because of them. But listen to me am different now am stronger and smarter than before. I can take care of myself trust me. I just want you to be safe honey. Beth is only twenty but she acts like a total mom

Beth is so much like our mother. Our mom was a beautiful soul. She saw the beauty in every thing. Sadly death took her away.

Tough luck for mom she married a druggie of a husband no surprise one day he took a little bit too much and died from an overdose.

Dad always hated cause I want his biological child unlike Beth, lily and Leo. To him i was the fruit of mom's betrayal. When she passed on he started beating the shit out of me.

When Leo found out. Damn! I still remember that day. Leo beat the shit out of dad. But the after math was horrible

Dad betrayed his own family, wasnt a secret Leo and his crew did a lot of shady things including drugs. So dad ratted out leo for a sleazy amount of money.

Leo is in prison serving a life sentence while dad is long gone

My entire life sucks.